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Favourite genre of music: Rock n' Roll!!
Favourite cartoon character: Stewie and Brian
Personal Quote: "My home is in my head"~ Bob Marley
A Cynic's LamentPain is passionA Cynic's Lament by virgoinvertigo
Passion is pain
This is the basis of our society
Work hard for reward
Starve yourself to fit the mold
Is it worth it?
The pain you put yourself through for the rule they made for you to follow
Fight to fit in
Reject to be accepted
Do we follow hypocrites or make our own way to truth?
Re-DedicationRe-DedicationRe-Dedication by virgoinvertigo
Baby, I know youre scared.
And you think that we dont care.
But girl, you know weve all been there.
Its too much for you to bear alone.
Do you remember that picture
That I sent you over Christmas?
The one with the note that said well
Stay best friends for always?
We were just four smiling girls
Trapped within a moment in time.
And out of all the people Ive ever met.
Youve always remained a mystery to me.
But youre one of the Fab Four,
Part of the core.
And no one could ever take your place.
No, we didnt forget you.
This is a re-dedication.
Do you remember that night on your birthday?
You came back and then walked out of the room.
And I sat with you there and held you while you cried.
And told you things would get better someday.
That wed all be okay
Despite the pains we faced.
And we all tried to be there for you.
And we dont know what else to do.
The rest of it is all up to you.
The DelugeThe Deluge 9/29/08The Deluge by shep4life
There's a constant buzzing in my brain.
A relentless pressure point of potent pain.
Emotions I shut down long ago are rising
to the surface like toxic air bubbles.
Buried deep within my subconscious,
memories prick and poke like a
disease filled syringe.
I've ignored to the point of eruption.
A pent up frustration that threatens
to rent me in two.
From the inside out I am boiling
with hatred and seething disappointment.
What I did, and what I am now, cannot
be why I will die.
I refuse to lash out at those I love.
Point the accusatory finger at anyone else.
This is my war.
Forgive me for what I am...for what I do...
and especially for what might happen next.
I cannot be the only one who feels this way.
Tomorrow is just another life threatening day.
Would you like to know what makes this
walking time bomb tick?
Are you sure?